october

october is my favorite month.

it just feels good. ya know?
like, its cold and windy and the leaves are falling off the trees, but everything looks incredibly beautiful and just makes you smile.

i love waking up for my early morning classes and walking outside and it being cold but bright and sunny. it just makes me feel good.

plus, it just smells good. i never really thought about it, but the smell of the crumpled leaves on the ground just smell good. they smell like fall. i love it.

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TV on the Radio - Dear Science

The new TV on the Radio record, is so good. I have been listening to it for three days straight and I am loving every second of it.

Friday night I am going to see them at the Electric Factory. Pumped, excited, they are good words to describe how I feel about it, but they don't seem to totally capture the feeling. Its gonna be good.


This weekend is my mid-semester break and I'm looking forward to it a crazy amount. School is good and fun, but I miss my family, my sister, my cat and good food. I'm pretty psyched.

Yep.

sick and tired

I am so sick of being over looked.

I feel like I am a good friend. I have always done things for and with my friends even if it doesn't make me happy, because I know it will make them happy.
Sometimes things end up alright, sometimes I get angry and frustrated.

I have overbooked myself, I have tried so hard to make things work so I can be in multiple places in a day, I have done things for people that I know they would never do for me.

So does that say more about the people whose company I keep or me?

I love all my friends.
And I don't doubt that they love me too.

I just feel out of sync with the life I had before school, which means being out of the loop with the majority of my friends.

I don't know what the point of all this ranting is. I just feel weird, and I don't like it.

just breathe

I have been taking yoga classes for about 3 years now, and this is the first fall that I have not returned to that auditorium at the medical missions with my purple yoga mat to listen to Dennis talk us through the hour and a half class.

I dont know what the heck I should do!

I know there are yoga classes on campus and its a nice way to get a really gentle workout and feel nice and relaxed, but I feel like going to another yoga instructor would be like cheating on Dennis.

OI!


My mom brought me a bamboo plant for the room that she got from work. I have it on my desk.
It really completes the room.