sick and tired

I am so sick of being over looked.

I feel like I am a good friend. I have always done things for and with my friends even if it doesn't make me happy, because I know it will make them happy.
Sometimes things end up alright, sometimes I get angry and frustrated.

I have overbooked myself, I have tried so hard to make things work so I can be in multiple places in a day, I have done things for people that I know they would never do for me.

So does that say more about the people whose company I keep or me?

I love all my friends.
And I don't doubt that they love me too.

I just feel out of sync with the life I had before school, which means being out of the loop with the majority of my friends.

I don't know what the point of all this ranting is. I just feel weird, and I don't like it.